Monday- January 9 2016,

I have decided to ignore the tantrum he’s decided to go on having for at least an hour now. I spent yesterday mostly on the highway, from one (massage)client to the next and then a two and half hour drive to Orlando to see one of my favorite people in the world!

I needed a day away. He was such a handful this past week. Trying to avoid a break down and God forbid another panic attack. I have been thinking more about my health more than ever lately. So shopping for life insurance today. 69% of Single parent households have no life insurance. Health and accident insurance covered; now down to the serious life stuff.

How will Aidan (my son) be taken care of if something were to happen to me. It’s what I think about more than anything now, he is in all actuality my own responsibility, I am his only life line. I have to get this life of mine in serious order!

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Tuesday-January 10 2016,

So, he broke me yesterday! My kid broke me down… To tears broke me down! He can’t read this, so I’m safe here.  Potty training I say again is not easy, not for the faint of heart.

Wednesday- January 11 2016,

Trying to nip the tantrums in the bud… It seems to be getting worse. Have I been to tough on him with the potty training. I purchased a box of training pants, which I was totally against but my dad insisted I get them… “You must understand he will stop when he wants to.” Yadda, Yadda, Yadda! I have been coddling him less. He feels the change, he knows it has to happen, and I know it. Change is difficult…